Friday, July 6, 2018

Grief......... one of lifes many journeys



We never know what today might bring


  For so many people it may be the day of  the dreaded phone call.


The call that changes your life as you know it forever. 
 My phone has rang many times with life shattering news as have many of you experienced

now I am entering or am in the  snowflake years of my life. ( The winter of my life).

If we live long enough we all experience these life changing calls. 



The  desire of this blog has always been to connect with and reach out to help someone 

if it's only one person ..........walk with them through some of  these difficult  life changes. 

This blog started  out Many many  years  ago to be a travel blog....'


It still is.  

 A life travel into another season of life.  

The travel has changed. 

It's a travel now of working through life's walk day by day. 

Thankfully I have a very strong faith and my faith has carried me. 




The cry of my  last few years has been.  Lord please help me.  

My cry has been my husband's very  last words. 

Help me!!!!!!

Help me!!!!!!

I have cried  out many times.   And still do.   

Lord help me !!!!        

I can't do this alone.  HE has assured me iam never alone.  

As I sit and reflect back on the last 19 months.
 I will search and  gather my scribbles'
     ........ my notes 
My tear stained album

You are invited to walk with me on this journey of pain , of love 
and promise...........

 on how God has reveled to me

..........  He has been and always will be there

. To hold me up. To hold you up.........


 To bring us peace love and courage to go on !

He is........

Always holding my hand..


Picking me up as I fall down.  

Thank you Lord 


Friday, December 9, 2016

Your time........




Dec 9th 2016................................. my life changed forever.

  My husband of 45 years 9 months and 1 day went to be with the lord.

  Just 3 months and 3 days from his diagnosis of Lung cancer. 


 He was a gift...a blessing


 My life will never be the same. 

 But knowing the Lord has a plan for me and my life and that there is more for me to do gives me hope.

  I always thought we would be a "Notebook" story......and go together. 

But that was not God's plan....


I have come to learn that its important for me to
Spend time with God everyday....

God is more important than  .......... 

    anything else...

RIP Larry Jay Swaim
              till we meet again

  







Grief......... one of lifes many journeys

We never know what today might bring   For so many people it may be the day of  the dreaded phone call. The call that cha...